If you haven't seen the show A Million Little Things I totally recommend it! Don't worry I'm not giving any spoiler alerts here about the show... The only spoiler alert is that I am still alive, well(ish), and kicking!

 

I've made it no secret that I attempted suicide some years ago. It's something that I did keep secret for a long time because I was ashamed and felt like people looked at me differently. I felt broken and had honestly reached my lowest point.

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I have been doing a lot of self reflection over the past few months. I have had dreams come true of finally publishing my Audiobook and I have seen dreams fade away before they could even see the light of the world… The light of my World. No I don’t have my own planet but by “My World” it’s my life, it’s my heart, it’s the hopes I have for my life and those in it, it’s the dreams that I seek and hope to find. Du...

It was raining and I dropped my keys and by the time I found them I was drenched… I text him and said, “I’m soaking wet in your neighborhood and freezing…” He said, “LoL stop by and I will give you dry clothes….” He’s sweet like that.

We always went on adventures together… So many late night adventures. I always knew in the back of my mind that he would be goi...

I gave up once and tried to end it all... I gave up on life and myself... for those of you going through a hard time know that you're not alone.... Don't ever become the . Always stay the ; in your life because Even as I type this I'm going through a rough time but I have seen worse and I've seen better and I know that my story isn't over yet and neither is yours!

-Josh

April 16th is #NationalSuicideAwa...

 

For anyone who knows me they know that I speak it music lyrics, movie quotes, and just quotes in general. I love when you can hear a song and it just grabs your heart and say's, "I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL... YOU'RE NOT ALONE IN THIS...." No it doesn't make it any easier.

I was driving and Last Kiss by Taylor Swift came on tonight and it hit way too close to home. I love the lyrics It doesn't matter how old you are the lyrics...

Ah the first of many....

I plan on writing random blogs on things that may or may not interest you... Hopefully it will and it will make you want to come back and visit the site more. This isn't just a site to promote my Audio Book but it does feel good to finally have it published and OUT THERE for the world to hear if they so choose.

It's out there now and there's no turning back the book is ou...