For anyone who knows me they know that I speak it music lyrics, movie quotes, and just quotes in general. I love when you can hear a song and it just grabs your heart and say's, "I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL... YOU'RE NOT ALONE IN THIS...." No it doesn't make it any easier.

I was driving and Last Kiss by Taylor Swift came on tonight and it hit way too close to home. I love the lyrics It doesn't matter how old you are the lyrics most defiantly hit close to home.

So many times in our lives we are dating someone or in a relationship and then out of nowhere it ends leaving you vulnerable, sad, wondering what went wrong, and it builds walls around our hearts... Songs like this give me hope and remind me I'm not alone... You're not alone.

I'll never forget I was out with a guy and we had the most amazing night and when we kissed goodnight somehow deep down I knew that it was going to be the last time... Alas I was right....For me it's hard because I am considered as Pansexual and no not becuse I am a huge Peter Pan fan but I like based on a persons heart not their gender, so gay, bi, transgender, and sadly I have straight crushes too... Which these all lead to broken hearts because transguys typically like women, bi tend to like women, gay are just wanting to have sex, straight.... Need I say more? It's like I just wan't to find my person... I love and enjoy life and in all open honesty I am lonely I miss going on dates and snuggling... I want love again.... The people I can have a relationship with either live in another state, or are married, or fate throws another coal onto the fire.... I know my person is out there somewhere...

-Josh

"I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered

For just us to know

You told me you loved me

So why did you go away?

Away

I do recall now the smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement

I ran off the plane

That July 9th

The beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms

[Chorus]

But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is

I don't know how to be something you miss

I never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

[Verse 2]

I do remember the swing of your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then

You pull me in

I'm not much for dancing

But for you I did

Because I love your handshake, meeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

[Chorus]

But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is

I don't know how to be something you miss

I never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

[Bridge]

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed

You can plan for a change in weather and time

But I never planned on you changing your mind

[Chorus]

But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is

I don't know how to be something you miss

I never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss

Forever the name on my lips..."

-Taylor Swift